I have not been updating for like.... A MONTH?!!??!!??!?!?!!!

wakakakaka

anyway. updates on my new found inspiration and love energy....

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2P..M....... 2PM!!!!

jaebum,wooyoung,nickhun,junho,junsu,tackyeon,chansung

WEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I have to upload photos and videos.. and also photos of everything that happened to me in the month of beautiful July :D

so tomorrow I am OFF. I will start uploading photos, and will re-update.

wakakakakakakaka :D

everything has been ..... normal?

is that even the word. I am back to hearing Tonight again by DBSK. I miss old times sometimes.. den again I am glad somehow that my present has been good and my future is ... at least.... stable?? again. is that even the word to use here.

I am also back to reading novels. reading NEW MOON now in fact. just placing it down to type out this blog entry. NEW MOON is the 2nd part in the Twilight series. there are things that happen in life. that you really do not expect.

I wanted a life... like that... will I be up to it I wonder... maybe when it comes. I wil start thinking about it. you don't think too far in life in case it brings great diappointment.

anyway. some photos I took. there are actually more than a 100 photos taken in the past month and this month but I am only putting up these few.

simply.. because.. I am bored. and I miss him.



us at checkout party on 18 June 2009 held @ The Brazil Churrascos.. the meat WAS delicious~~~!!!


sumptuous seafood dinner @ JB ... teamfly in april has been really fun with you all!!!


and we reunite again at the party lol


I love my sister. everyone knows by now right??  


will update again!!!

xoxo

I have not been updating.

I need some time to myself. The financial crisis is back.

When I return to type my next entry, hopefully good news please for me.

Thanks.

xOxO,
Jaejoong saranghae!! xD

thank you...

Fabianski for saving so many goals by Torres yesterday. because of  you, Arsenal managed to secure a tie instead of a loss.

Arshavin for being such a darling and for giving your very best yesterday. amazed and overwhelmed by the way you run and by scoring to keep that winning spirit alive.

Arsenal makes me smile.

thank you...

to my sister who is always there for me. every single moment of my life that I needer her. without a failure. always somewhere within my train of thoughts no matter how far you are.  always able to read my thoughts and keeping the happy bubble in me alive. if you were my younger brother we will probably have committed incest and leave the rest of the world alone.  wakakakakakaka.

thank you...

to my dad and my mum. who have just been there for me whenever I really needed a listening ear or just that piece of advice that I knew I needed to hear. and for always being them and for trying to make my sad days happier when they are able to sense it.

thank you...

xinning for always having me in you. for always making me laugh and all the letters that we wrote in our school days that makes me smile everytime I think back.

sharon for always still being you and showing me that you can be strong even though you are miss beancurd and for sharing the same love as me. thank god for DBSK and Kinki Kids.

eunice for always disappearing and appearing when I start thinking of you, ironic but that's the way friends work. they appear in amazingly strange ways.

samantha for the times dating back till the early millenium. of your aunt's house, prank calls, bus 159 and all the dumb guys who broke your dear heart, it is then we grew up and laughed through all.

thank you...

for everything that you have done for me. I do not know what the future holds for us and I really do not want to know. because too many things are unknown and unpredictable in life. I just hope that whatever happens, you will always remain the happy person that you are now.  I am really glad that you are a much livelier and interesting person than before. and I will like very much to know what the next phase of both our lives will be like but all I can do is to just make everyday pass without much regrets.

thank you...

Thank you..
For staying by my side
Nervous..
Walking this road with you

I love u..
The awkward words that I want to say in front of you
Be blessed..
I must let u live well

Sorry..
For meeting someone like me
Painful..
I’m still lacking in many ways

I will be by your side until the end
I will protect the beautiful you

(*)I pray not to release this hands even if I die
I promise to walk with you until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Sorry..
For not being able to be better
Painful..
That I am always lacking in some ways

I will protect you until the end even if it’s hard
I will protect the beautiful you

Repeat (*)

Only you can forgive my heart
Even though I am imperfect
Even though I am lacking in many ways
I sincerely want you

Even if the days of difficulties were to come
I will not release the two hands that I hold until the end of time
Because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
I vow to keep the beautiful memories
And even the days that we cried

Thank you..
For staying by my side

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and for the finale.

thank you...

GOD above for loving both of them.

I know I have not been updating, and I really need to start updating PROPERLY real soon.

Just trying to figure out some complex maths questions in life lol and back to watching w-inds in concert again!! (super lover~~~~)

and I just randomly watched vidz on youtube again and OH I repeated watching WGM all over again. I really think I am 50% Hwangbo in every aspect except for the fact that I do not cook well and I do not do that much housework. The rest I can manage wakakakaka. Nice if I get to meet a 50% Hyunjoong for a husband   for 8mths and end up crying like crazy on Jeju Island one fine day. Whatever. Random me.

anyway. saw this video on youtube. shinee singing Bi's Rainism~ ONEW IS LOVE!!!! yaa~~~~